being special.. have its highs and lows.. highs.. i get the lovey dovey n cute cute attention ^^. lows.. i don't get the regular attention. LOL.. makes sense? of course not! i'll have to give examples and explain. which i don't wanna. too troublesome.. stuff like this.. best left alone i guess.. best cure, accept it.. kinda hard though.. since i'm such a greedy gal.. i want the regular attention + more.. muahahahahaha!! it's crazy how it affects me so.. n i get very distracted.. so.. i certainly hope i wouldn't feel this during Mcat week. lol~ will be in biiiiiiiiiiig biiiiiiiiiiiig trouble if i did. muahahahaha~
i think love is like.... a bonfire. it starts with a spark.. and grows to be a big big fire~ all intense and hot. and then it slowly becomes smaller. of course it needs fuel.. wood are fed so that it keeps on going.. otherwise.. it'll dies down n fades away. rekindling.. that's the word.. i heard pinecones burn nicely and give off a nice smell.. if one thinks only intimate moments are the wood.. then they are sadly mistaken. that is only half the wood needed.. to keep a loong nice relationship requires the other half. what is this other half u might ask.. wouldn't u love to know? i would love to know.. but each person requires a different set of things.. u have dig a little.. poke a little.. explore each other.. if u are one do not require the other half.. then it makes one truly wonder.. what are u in for?
alva says i should be in english major.. >_> LOL!! i have a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong ways to go.. my grammar sucks and my hand in fancy writing aren't too fancy. lol. ok.. i need to change, pack lunch, eat fruit, go toilet, wash dishes, and remember to buy bart ticket tml!! XD until next time~ chao!
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::Welcome to Venus::
= Wish List =
Go Disneyland
Skiing
Snowboarding
Build snowman
Visit New York
Boots
Business suit
A cute dress
Unique necklace
Cute white scarf with big snow flake pattern at the ends
