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Thursday, March 09, 2006

i was happy for so long.... i guess it was overdue...

had a super unpleasant dream.. one where i had 3 essays due and i haven start on them and it's the last day of sch.. !!! =.=

i was gonna flip over and go back to sleep when i looked at the time.. it's almost 5 am.. time to scold that dear boy boy to go sleep! i found that he was chatting with a certain person.. unexpectedly, i just felt a heart wrenching pain. strange.. i tot i was over it.. i guess not.. i chatted with the person too.. wondering what she was doing up so late.. sadly, doing the same stuff my roomy was.. writing essay... =.=" somehow.. it all comes down to my horrible dream with essays.. i went back to sleep.. or at least tried to.. tossed around for like 1/2 hour before giving up completely. i was too angry. which isn't rational at all.. but i could hardly be rational when my heart is in pain. didn't wanna say something wrong.. so i didn't talk to him.. but i chatted nonsense with my sg friends and i gradually cheered up. 2 of them said they were gonna come visit me and asked me if i could let them stay over at my place.. =.=: i highly doubt that my mom would welcome guys into the house. LOL! i wondered about my grandma's apartment cuz it's empty n it's in sf.. but she might not like it. besides, i think they might have discontinued it? hmm.. poly friends are done with sch.. gonna go into ns now.. all gonna be botak! hahahaha.. too bad i won't be able to see them.. but y3 said she's gonna try to get pics. heeeeee... this is gonna be funny.

on a side note.. i guess i am sort of over it.. afterall.. it was just a temporary intense ouch. but i'm ok now.. strange.. i wonder if i should try to meet up with both of them at the same time. test myself.. but i think i should wait.. i don't trust myself enough. besides, it's finals week for him.. cannot distract.. Jia You!!!!!

Meowed at 6:32 AM


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