it's 3:27am in the morning and i can't sleep.. i was gonna sleep.. was falling asleep.. then bam! no sleep. why? u guessed it.. boy trouble. u know how it is, when u're crappy, u take it out on ur loved ones.. yep.. cuz i'm being all grumpy, so my patience is close to zlich. i've always had my mom's patience.. or should i say lack of one. and the slightest things are getting on my nerves.. which is naturally bad. result, i'm crappier.. i'm crappy over the fact that he doesn't wanna take me to see snow this hol.. which i have no idea why i'm making such a big deal since every hope i have everytime to see snow always fail anyway.. i'm crappy over the fact that he always tells me to get used to it. i hate that phrase.. i mean what's up with that.. get used to it, get over it. much as i hate to admit it, i guess i am the type of gal who always want support and comfort. a few times is alright since yea, i need that.. but gee! once too many? it just starts to get annoying. and i wish he would take off his "i was gonna get u some large condoms but i ran out of meal points" by his cousin.. he found it funny, i didn't.. why? don't ask me.. i dunno.. i'm weird like that.. i would have these feelings and no idea why. sometimes i don't even know what i'm feeling.. gee.. talk about stupid gal.. another thing, his mom is constantly reminding me to learn how to eat spicy cuz he loves spicy.. so? he can eat spicy all he wants. why do i Have to learn how to eat spicy? gosh.. i do like to eat spicy food sometimes.. not all the time! so hun likes to eat spicy most of the time.. so what? go ahead, i'm not stopping him.. i like to eat non-spicy most of the time, come on auntie, leave me alone.. stop asking me to learn how to eat spicy to accomodate hun.. i'm not stopping him.. she's probably worried about her son's meals in the future.. lol.. but hun said he'll cook.. soo XP but i guess it would be hard since i can't handle spicy food so he won't cook that spicy ones.. gosh!! problems problems.. i'll learn.. eventually.. but anyway, the norms of society will probably get to me.. sheesh! i don't know how the women do it.. cooking everyday.. drives me nuts! my bro on the other hand.. lol.. he cooks.. cuz he lives by himself .. i'm not sure if he enjoys it though.. i don't even care to cook for myself.. so i'm a lazy bum, i'll admit that. i'll cook sometimes, i don't mind.. in fact, i'll even enjoy it.. but everyday? just kill me. well, that's wat i'm feeling at the moment, it'll probably change in the future.. but that's then..
ok, i think that's enough complains out of me.. i've done nothing but complain the last few posts.. No more! at least, not for a while.. a gal gotta bitch sometimes ;) keeps one mentally sound.
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::Welcome to Venus::
= Wish List =
Go Disneyland
Skiing
Snowboarding
Build snowman
Visit New York
Boots
Business suit
A cute dress
Unique necklace
Cute white scarf with big snow flake pattern at the ends
